ESCAPE

I'd just like to drop everything and leave. Leave everything, everyone and start a new in a new place where I don't know anyone. Is this possible now? My current "world" is too broken to be mended. Why fix something as hopeless as this when I can build once more from scratch? What could this place and these people possibly offer me??? I'd ask forgiveness from Rizal, but this is just too much for nationalism to prevail.